i need to believe in us.
i miss you. the only solace i find in being away from you is that when i look at the stars, i know you are seeing the same stars. when i look at the moon, i know you are seeing the same moon. and when...
View ArticleThursday, November 06, 2008
the days are getting shorter and my hair is growing longer and everything is stagnant. i don't feel a connection, i don't feel change, everything is quiet.i spent my halloween night working then coming...
View Articlelingerie party.
went to a lingerie party friday night. got entirely too drunk and made out with girls and guys that i don't even remember their names or faces. fun time, but a little out of control. i met an...
View Articlei want to tell you how much i love you.
so this nice guy i met at that lingerie party is hopelessly in lust with me. it's very sad. and i told him (after we had sex...oops) that i can't be with him because i am in love with someone else. and...
View Articleback from the dead.
i'm really bad with keeping up with things. i'm everything that i've never wanted to be. my least favorite people are those who say they'll call but don't, and i'm that person. i guess it's selfishness...
View Articleperfection.
went hiking today with some friends...it was absolutely gorgeous. there were these massive waterfalls that totally encompassed you if you were next to them. the weather was perfect, the company was...
View Articlerevelation.
after 2 months with no days off from work, i went down to see my mom for a couple days since i hadn't seen her since august. and i was anxious about it; i didn't want it to be awkward. and...
View Articlei can't believe...
that i am addicted to cigarettes. or that i'm at work, still a bit drunk from last night. what a beautiful day.
View Articleonce again...
so, once again, it has been a year since i have updated this. a lot of shit has gone down. i moved to lexington, got into too many drugs, and then moved to berryville to move in with my boyfriend,...
View Articletalkin shit about pretty sunsets.
things have been better, i suppose. i definitely need to stop drinking, i was so mad when i went home after work on thursday night and brian was shitfaced. i didn't get to spend any time with him. then...
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